babykari

i can't wait

2005-11-10T11:27:00.001-08:00

i know im an imaptient person..
but why i was able to wait..

maybe i was hoping
that someday there wil be an improvement

or maybe i was thinking
there is something going on?
or im just thinking the wrong way..

but for now..
i really can't wait..
things are really going slow..
and it gets darker...

i need to light up my life..
and im not willing to sacrifice my happiness..

if there is still a fire..
it will continue to light the way..
but for now.. that fire is already dying..
i give up on lighting it..

no more waiting..
no more expectations..

i have to wait for another spark...

i can't wait

2005-11-10T11:27:00.000-08:00

i can't sleep

2005-11-10T04:02:00.000-08:00

haaay..
i really want to sleep..
and i don't want to post anything here..
but.. i dont have anything to do..
no choice?

things are running on my mind..
that's why i cant sleep..(but im kinda sleepy already)

papa..
my older brother..
boys..
birthday celebration..
some friends..
me being a christian..

some makes me smile..
makes me cry a bit..
and makes me laugh..

haaay...

2005-04-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

A little conversations had turned in into little sweet sensations
And they're only getting sweeter every time
Our friendly get-togethers had turned in into visions of forever
If I just believe this foolish heart of mine
I can't pretend that I'm just a friend
'Cause I'm thinkin' maybe we were meant to be
I think I'm fallin', fallin' in love with you
And I don't, I don't know what to do
I'm afraid you'll turn away
But I'll say it anyway
I think I'm fallin' for youI'm fallin' for you
Whenever were together, I'm wishin' that goodbyes would turn to never
'Cause with you is where I always wanna be
Whenever right beside you, all I really wanna do is hold you
No one else but you has meant this much to me